I’m not even going to bother with all this, it’s been a long time blah blah blah. I’m just going to get in here, and give ya’ll the 411.
So yaaas it’s 2016, the year has begun and it’s about changes and making those New Year’s resolutions. About how were going to be better this year, than we were last year (and all the rest of it). But you know what…it’s good to make resolutions, I guess without them you’ll never pursue your dreams, ambitions, hopes and become who you truly want to be. So claps for those (and myself), who set those NEW YEAR goals.
Funny enough….my goals seem to be coming to fruition VERY quickly. Because even before 2016 hit, all I could see around me was things, places, people and situations being turned around. Chipped, chopped and screwed, to what I can only describe as making a path for me to walk through and get my act together.
It’s quiet strange (You’re going to have to be a true Christian, to understand this one but stay with me). You know when god wants to do something in your life, and he just starts turning everything upside down. It seems like you’re caught in the mist of a hurricane, because everything you thought you knew, or you had on lock. Suddenly he starts shifting it up, like he’s saying “Baby girl this is not it, there’s a higher level for you, there’s something else you should be doing, there’s somewhere else you need to be right now”. And amazingly you know what…..for once in my life, I’m not resisting anymore. I have given everything over to my god. He already knew how things were going to turn out, he already knew he would cut my grass so I could see everything that was moving on my lawn that shouldn’t be there…
For once I’m actually listening, not fighting not using my own understanding or reasoning. But trusting in my lord 100%, that what he’s doing in my life is ORDAINED and is the right thing. So no matter what, as long I follow him I will always be in my calling. I will always be in the right place, and I will never miss my purpose or opportunities.
Let me tell you something you know how good it feels, to finally give in and not fight to use my own understanding. But to actually follow him, in all I seek and undertake. Father god I love you sooooo much, you are sooo good to me. If I love you one more time YOU SEE!
Hope everyone has had an amazing new year thus far, I’m hoping all those dreams and hopes are coming true. Just to share how amazing my new year has been, that noose around my neck of a job that I slogged at for almost two years. I’ve now said SEE YA LATER ALLIGATOR “Whoop Whoop” (I will share the gore of that one in another post soon)!